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Atleast I want to go to the real UMD, not the fake one!
01.29.04 (12:44 pm)   [edit]
Oh lordy. Back to school again. Well, atleast there was a 2 hour delay. That helped ease the pain of the situation.

This morning we started off with Advisory. I'll give that one an unenthusiastic whoop de doo. We cleaned out our lockers and got the schedules for this semester. Once that was finished, I headed off to first mod.

I met Kimmy and we walked upstairs to Anatomy.. with HIP! Ah Hip, how I almost missed you. Kim saw Chandra and sat with her and I had no room to join in. So I went and sat with Jilly, Kasey, and Shannon. We did the usual first day stuff and looked and some yummy dead cats and rats in protective bags. Hooray. Seriously, I'm gonna gag in there.. I can feel it already.

Next was on to Brit Lit. We did waste anytime before worksheets were handed out and note taking began. Now besides speaking in what we consider Viking talk, I found the stuff she was talking about interesting. I've wanted to visit Ireland for a while now, so her talking about the Celts was something I could like. I think it'll be good if I can find a book on the list she gave us that deals with Ireland more so than anything else.

Spanish wasnt as bad as I thought it would be. We'll do a 'gran repaso' to remember all the tenses and vocab. I think it will be better because we do more of a cultural study rather than vocab, vocab, vocab.

Finally it was World History. I sat with Dickerson and Mielke. I think I may like it in there, cause I like some people. Ms Tabatsko wont be back till atleast Tuesday, after the funeral on Monday.

And there you have it kids, my first day of second semester. Until next time, I bid you farewell.
 
Snow day number 3: check.
01.28.04 (6:20 pm)   [edit]
I've missed a few days, so I'll recap whatever comes to mind.

The bad weather has been pretty nice, mainly because it gets us out of school. Yesterday me and my Aunt went out for the day. We went shopping at town mall, Pier 1, and went to lunch. We went to Ruby Tuesday's cause I love it there. Our waiter called me sweetie, which I thought was funny. He wasn't a bad looking guy either.. haha.

Today me and mom went to York so she could have her interview with the off track wagering place. Shes gonna get a new job there. Tonight we went to Owings Mills and did some shopping and got Popeyes for dinner.

My computer is being weird and really dont want to write anymore, so bye kids.
 
Stupid snow!
01.24.04 (8:49 am)   [edit]
Today hasn't started off well. I got up hella early, yes I said hella, to go take the stupid SAT's. Well it was snowing so one would assume they would make an announcement of sorts on the news saying it was cancelled. No such luck. The only reason we didn't drive over there for no reason was cause Ms Brenda called West. HS and they said it was cancelled. I would have been angry if we drove all the way over there.

Needless to say I went back to bed. When I got up mother told me I can't drive all day because of the snow. Which would obviously anger me cause that means I can't see the boy today and it's gonna snow more tomorrow, so mine as well throw that one out the window too. Tomorrow it will have been 3 weeks since I've seen him.. way too long. I'm hoping the weather will improve as the day goes on and I can manage to talk dad into letting me go out. Perhaps..

Dan said he would call from work today, so atleast that's something to look forward to.
 
Girls day out
01.23.04 (3:09 pm)   [edit]
Today we didn't have school. Not exactly sure why, but I think it had something to do with the end of the semester. I woke up around 930. Got on the internet for a bit cause I thought Dan might be on, but he wasn't. Once I got dressed, me and Mom left around 1030 for my Aunts house.

First we went to Owings Mills Mall to look for paintings for my Aunt's house. They are repainting some rooms, and she needed new things that would match the new colors. We went in JC Penny's and got most of the stuff she wanted. Then while Mom was in Macy's getting something we went down to the Gap to get my Aunt a sweater. We left the mall in search of some lunch.

We ended up going to Tony Roma's. Wow, 2 times in a week for me. New record. I got the pulled pork sandwich cause i LOVE it. It's so darn tasty. We sat in the bar since there was a wait for a regular table. What more could you ask for; yummy sandwich while watching Sports Center. :-) I didn't want any real dessert cause I was full so I just got a Pineapple Sunrise. It was really good. It's like pineapple juice, orange juice, and lemon-lime all mixed together.

At lunch we all discussed my wanting to get a tattoo. When mom had asked me earlier what I wanted for my b-day, that's what I said. I figure I'm gonna get it when I'm 18 anyway, so why not have her sign for it a year earlier. She said yes, but then said she needed to talk it over with Dad. But she didn't seem too against it, so it looks like that's what I'll be doing on one of the days we have off school during the week of my b-day. I'm not sure what I want to get but I know I'm getting it on my lower back. Tell me if you have any suggestions on what I could get.

Once we ate we went to Bed, Bath, and Beyond. Got some more pics and that's about all. We stopped at CVS on the way home since I was gonna get my Aunt to high-lite my hair. The hi-lites are golden, it's not really easy to notice it just looks a little lighter. I like it.

So we did that and watched some Oprah. Overall it was a nice day out.
 
How about we keep each other warm in the snow
01.22.04 (7:51 pm)   [edit]
Today was the last day of the frickin semester. Oh man, it couldn't have taken any longer to arrive, but the blessed day is finally here! Only 3 more semesters of high school left!

We did some stupid worksheet in Intro and that's all I remember. Alex let me listen to a recording on his phone, it was of a song he made up on the guitar last night. It was pretty good. I never expected him to be the guitar playing type. Well, atleast not one that was good.

In Bio we had our exam. My strategy: "Well, I haven't had a 'C' in a while, so that must be the right answer!" You can guess how good my grade on that will be.

Comp. Prog. is finally over! I finished my exam today, watched some Meet the Parents with Chris, and ate some candy. Was a good time if you ask me.

In yearbook we took our exam also. We just had to make a layout of a page that related to our "area of expertise" So, I got to do a sports page.. easy easy easy. Me, Jen, and Steph discussed our note situation at the end of class. Had a good laugh.

I went to the gym tonight. Once I got home I got online. Dan eventually got on, but almost exactly when he did I got kicked off and then it wouldnt let me get back on. I emailed him.. and it was just like a very VERY slow version of IM for about an hour. It was fun. That is where the title comes from. It was his suggestion on what we could do this weekend. haha :P I'm getting tired, so it's time to jet. BYE!
 
Quiz.. stolen from Kim which was stolen from Tina
01.21.04 (5:34 pm)   [edit]
1.Full Name- Kelli Nicole -insert fun last name-
2.Nicknames- Kel, Beez, Kel Bel, Cow bel
3.Age- 16
4.Birthday- Feb 19
5.Zodiac Sign- Pisces
6.Sex- Female
7.Height- 5'7"
8.Pets- Dogs: Buddie, Heidi, Chubby
9.Siblings- Danny- 20
10.Parents- Bonnie and Danny
11.Hobbies- softball, basketball, computer, tv, lazyness
12.School – NCHS

~§*Favorites*§~
13.Color- Blue
14.Car- 98 Mustang GT-white
15.Food- Pulled BBQ Pork from Tony Roma's
16.Pop- Diet Pepsi
17.Alcoholic drink- ILLEGAL
18.Restraunt- Tony Roma's and Clydes
19.Football team- Ravens
20.Basketball team- Terps
21.Baseball team- Orioles
22.Softball team- FALL BALL!
23.Sport- play: basketball watch: football and lax
24.Type of music- I like too many kinds to name one
25.Boy band- 2gether HAHAHA
26.Female singer- Jewel, only cause I can sing along to it well
27.Male singer- Freddy Mercury
28.Actor- Jim Carrey
29.Actress- Charlize Theron
30.Movie- POTC, LOTR, soo many more
31.Place to go on vacation- Beach
32.Mall- Arundel Mills or Towson
33.Town- Baltimore is nice, but I'd like to see so many more
34.Song- Cant think of one
35.Store- Express
36.Season- Summer
37.Cartoon- Jimmy Neutron
38.Book- Don't have one
39.Teacher- Mr Myers
40.Subject- Mathy stuff
41.Flower– black roses
42.TV Show- Anything MTV
44.Quote- There prob. is one, but I cant think of it
45.Holiday- my birthday
46.Board Game- Parcheesi
47.Card game- solitaire
48.Disney Movie- Lion King
49.Radio station- 97.9
50.TV channel- MTV
51.Emotion- love
52.Magazine- Any car mag.
52.Number- dont have one
54.Letter of the alphabet- K

~§*Who*§~
56.Is the most important person in your life- Hard to say who is the most
57.Is your best friend- Tina and Kimmy
58.Do you cry to- myself
59.Cries to you- depends
60.Do you get the most surveys from- random people, or kimmy and tina
61.Do you go to for advice- Depends on the advice needed
62.Comes to you for advice- some people
63.Is your worst enemy- my brother
64.Do you look up to- no one
65.Looks up to you- not sure if anyone does
66.Knows you best- Kim or Tina I guess
67.Do you like to hang out with the most- EVERYONE
68.Is the craziest person you know- not sure
69.Is the funniest person you know- I dont know
70.Has the most blonde moments- Jess
71.Do you like- like like? Dan
72.Do you want to marry- Dont know that just yet
73.Has the best hair- Jess
74.Has the best personality- everyone's is nice
74.Do you want to be like- me
75.Has had the most influence on you- I dont know about that one

~§*Just some questions*§~
76.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend- No
77.If so what is their name- n/a
78.Do you like your parents- Most of the time
79.Do you like your siblings- no
80.Are you talking to someone online- No cause everyone is away
81.If so who- n/a
82.Are you happy with your life- I guess
83.Would you die for a friend- yeah

~§*Do you believe in*§
84.God- yes
85.Heaven- yes
86.Hell- yes
87.Love at first sight- On the fence
88.Superstitions- sure why not
89.A perfect guy/girl – Someone who goes perfectly with you, but isnt perfect themselves

~§*Which one*§~
90.Lust or Love- love
91.Having a night alone with your man/woman or at a party- night alone
92.Church or school- school
93.Messy or clean- MESSY
94.Computer or DVD- Computer
95.CD's or DVD- CD
96.CD's or Radio- Radio
97.Computer or Phone- Computer
98.Flowers or Chocolate- flowers
99.Bush or Gore- Bush
100.Clinton or Gore- NEITHER
101.Guy friend or girl friend- it makes no difference
102.Kiss or Hug- kiss
103.Chocolate or Vanilla- chocolate
104.Children or no children- children
105.Blonde or brown hair on a guy/girl- brown, but then again it doesnt really matter
106.Blue eyes or brown eyes- blue looks nice
108.Clothes or no clothes- clothes
109.Thong or Bikini- thong
110.Sunscreen or sun tan lotion- sun tan lotion
111.Ring or Bracelet- ring
112.Bracelet or necklace- Necklace
113.Necklace or anklet- Necklace
114.Movie/TV- TV
115.Pen or pencil- Pen
116.Day or night- Night
117.Dark or light- Dark
118.Shoes on or off- Off
119.Long or short hair- medium
120.Burger King or McDonald's- McDonalds
121.Taco Bell or KFC- Taco
122.Britney or Christina- neither
123.Nsync or BSB- Nsync
124.Eminem or Dr.Dre- You pick.
125.Coke or Pepsi - pepsi
126.Sprite or Mountain Dew- sprite
127.E-mail or Snail mail- E-mail
128.Blue or green- blue
129.Black or white- Black
130.Pink or purple – Purple
131.Yellow or Orange - Orange

~§*When was the last time you*§~
132.Talked on the phone- After school today with Dan
133.Talked online- now
134.Said I love you- Mom this morning
135.Said Thank you- Justin i think
136.Did something nice- not sure
137.Read a book- WOAH cant remember that far back
139.Went shopping- Monday
140.Exercised- Yesterday
141.Watched TV- after school, OPRAH
142.Prayed- not sure
143.Taken a shower- last night
144.Helped a friend- ?
145.Went on a vacation- last summer

~§*Where*§~
147.Do you want to go to college at- UMD GO TERPS!
148.Do you want to live- Baltimore, in a nice apartment or condo.
149.Do you want to go on vacation to- Ireland
150.Do you visit the most- school
151.Do you want to go Heaven or Hell – Heaven

~§*What*§~
152.Do you like to do- sleep
153.Friend is always there- Tina and Kim
154.Is the best vacation you have ever went on- St. Thomas
155.Do you want to be when you grow up- Government work
156.Is the last thing you said to somebody- "ok"
157.Is the last thing that you heard- TV
158.Relative do you like most- Sharon and Jay
159.Would you like for your name to be- I like my name
160.Is you favorite sport- basketball

~§*Have you.... in the last 24 hours*§~
161.Cried- no
162.Sang- yes
163.Showered- yes
164.Gotten in trouble- nope!
165.Cut you hair- no
166.Ate a meal- yes
167.Hugged someone- yes
168.Kissed somone- yes
169.Said I love you- yes
170.Made a new friend- no
171.Talked online- yes
172.Talked on the phone- yeah
173.Checked your e-mail- yes
174.Gone bowling-no
175.Got in a fight- i like to call it email wars with a certain boy

~§*Have you ever*§~
176.Been Drunk- no
177.Been so drunk you passed out- nope
178.Gotten high- no
179.Had an imaginary friend- no
180.Cried during a movie- yeah
181.Gotten in a car accident- yes
182.Liked someone so much you cried- maybe because i liked them so much and missed them
183.Cussed when your parents were around- quietly to myself
184.Sang in front of the mirror- no
185.Sang in public – yes
186.Spent more than an hour on your hair- if you count straightening it, then yes
187.Sleep Walked-no
188.Talked in your sleep- no
189.Gone Caroling- no
190.Watched a scary movie and not been able to sleep that night- yeah
191.Told someone you loved them and not meant it- i dont think so
192.Told someone you loved them and meant it- yeah
193.Been to a dance- yes
194.Stayed up all night- yeah

~§*Movies*§~
195.What is the funniest movie you have ever seen- Dumb and Dumber
196.What is the scarist movie you have ever seen- I like any Halloween movies
197.What is the most romantic movie you have ever seen- I cant think of just one
198.What is the best movie you have ever seen- Pirates of the Carribean
199.What movie has made you cry the most- not sure
200.No matter how many times you see it what movie always makes you cry- ?
201.No matter how many times you see it what movie always makes you laugh- Happy Gilmore, 8 crazy nights

~§*If you were stranded on a desert island*§~
202.Who would you take- all of my close friends
203.What 3 items would you take- food, tv, computer with internet service
204.Which island would you want to be stranded on- a pretty one
205.Would you kill an animal for food- probably
206.Would you enjoy it- no
207.Would you panic or relax- panic and eventually relax
208.Which 2 people would you take- hard to just pick 2

~§*Would you ever*§~
209.Jump out a plane- no
210.Go bungee jumping- no
211.Go skydiving- no
212.Jump off of a bridge- no
213.Kiss your best friend- sure
214.Drink- yeah, once its legal
215.Get high- no
216.Gamble- sure, already do =P
217.Fly a plane- no
218.Kill someone- no
219.Kill yourself- no
220.Stick up for a friend- yeah
221.Go to a foreign country- yeah
222.Smile at your enemy- sure
223.Throw a party- yeah!

~§*Love Life*§~
224.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend- no
225.What is their name- n/a
226.How long have you been going out with them- n/a
227.Do you have a crush besides your boyfriend/girlfriend- Well besides my nonexistant bf, yes yes i do
228.If so who- Dan
229.How long have you liked them- couple months now
230.What do you like about that person- I love how comfortable I am around him and how he always makes me laugh. And he treats me with respect.
231.Who was your first crush- Some kid from my old elementary school in Essex, his name was Willie
232.Who was your first kiss- I've been told I kissed my old neighbor behind his shed, but I dont remeber it. So its either him, or skip forward about 10 years to Dan
233.Would you ever be in a long distance relationship – yeah
234.Would you ever cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend- NO
 
The little lady, well she's not that little
01.21.04 (3:45 pm)   [edit]
Today was eventful to say the least. I actually got there on time today, so I got to do some valuable walking around with Kimmy and Tina. I'm so glad we're all gonna have lunch together starting next week.

We got our exams back in Intro. I got a 75%. Not great, but better than ALEX! Hahaha, so much satisfaction out of beating him on something. Tis a great thing. We did a partner quiz and I was with Amanda. It just ended up that me and Amanda joined forces with Alex and Justin, which can be helpful at times.

In Bio I did a whole lot of nothing. A lot of goofing around with Kimmy, but when is that different from any day in there? Exactly. Dickerson informed me that there was another girl who recieved a note from the ever popular Matthew. I believe she got it the day before me and rejected it.. hence why I got the note at all. Idiot thinking I'm second best. I found out who the other person is 4th mod, and then found out that a 3rd person recieved a note today. Steph got one and thought it was funny. Sure it's fine to write multiple notes, but not when they are the exact same thing!

Programming I checked my email. Got one from Dan saying to call him at work. Which I did on my way home from school. Then I listened to the new Britney Spears song like a bazillion times because Brad is obsessed with watching the video for it. He would pause it and just stare at the screen. And then trying to be all cool, Ashley would pop in with "I think Britney is so hot." I believe on a different occasion she said she would "Do her." Exciting.

In yearbook I graded the Survey midterms for Mr Day since I didn't have anything else to do. And oddly enough I discussed Dan with Justin of all people. He started asking me about him out of the blue. And then he was asking if he had graduated from HS yet, and I said yes. He was like "What, is he a lot older than you?" I said yes and he said something like, "You mean like 20??" Hahahah, Justin makes me laugh. Since we have the Macs in there, he was making an iMovie. Originally it said Hi Kelly. But I told him it was spelled wrong, so he changed it to "Hi Kelly, sorry I spelled your name wrong." He put a recording on it and animated it. It was funny.

TOMMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF THIS SEMESTER! WOOOOO! :!:
 
nothing better to do
01.19.04 (11:13 am)   [edit]



Jolly good, wot! Anyone for tennis? That'll be ten ponies, guv. You're the epitome of everything that is english. Yey :) Hoist that Union Jack!

How British are you?

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Quizzy time
01.17.04 (9:18 am)   [edit]




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See this shirt? I think it's pretty rockin', and it was free.
01.14.04 (2:04 pm)   [edit]
Today was a pretty good day overall, which it's always nice to have those every now and again. Kimmy wasn't here again today so me and Tina did our usual walking. Well there was a slight modification.. we skipped the science section cause we weren't sure if they would let us through b/c of testing.

In Intro. we got back our logarithm tests. I got a 59/57. :D It had a little penguin sticker on it and everything. Haha, I was proud of myself for that one. We worked on something, I'm not sure what it's called but it deals with like patterns in numbers. Something like that..

Our Bio class was moved downstairs because of testing. We had Mrs. Hamlet and we just did packets, surprise surprise. I only got through the vocab one, oh darn.

I had a good time in 3rd mod. -shock- We learned how to do some new stuff with graphics and I actually understand it. We started our chapter 11 work and I'm almost done. :P Recently I've been sitting next to Chris K in there because him at Matt were working with Brad on the project.. and they just kinda stayed there. I have to say I enjoy having someone to sit next to rather than being there by myself. Me and Chris talk about work and other stuff like how he's amazed by my solitaire skills. haha. He asked me about what music I liked today and I told him I liked what he was listening to yesterday, which was The Darkness. So he went to his locker and got it for me to listen to. It was funny cause apparently he is very particular with how his CD's are handled.. so when I touched the "wrong part" he kinda spazed out. It was a fun computer programming day indeed. BTW.. the title came from Chris talking about his shirt he had on today.

Yearbook. BOOOO. Today was a deadline, but I had nothing due because sports team pics aren't in yet and our deadline isnt until March. Which is crap because now I have to go back on my own time and find out when pics are in and then work on it at home. HAHAH if he thinks I'm coming back over the summer to work on the spring supplement, he's got another thing coming. After these next 5 days of yearbook, IM DONE!

After school I went to Wal Mart and got the Nickelback CD along with The Darkness. I didn't get to go to "owings mills" for visit time because of the possibility of snow. Hopefully it will be enough to get us out of school! So the snow is good, but the no visiting is bad. Hopefully he will remember that he told me he'd come into work to see me on Friday. If not I'm gonna be one unhappy camper.

-Kel
 
Aw -- He's sick.
01.10.04 (6:58 pm)   [edit]
This morning Mom didn't go to work because races were cancelled due to the cold. So I got dressed and we went down to the bank. After that we went to Miller's and got some groceries. Once we got home from there I went over to Sears to get my schedule for next week. I only work 1 day next week. I'm thinking about telling them I can only work on weekends and then work a different job during the week.

I went home and sat around for a while. I looked for jobs in the Newspaper but didn't find anything. So I went out looking. I went to SuperFresh but it was so cold that I didn't feel like going in haha. I was thinking about there or BJ's.. so I guess I'll get applications soon.

While I was out I decided to call Dan. He didn't work today like I was hoping he would have, so I figured this was the next best thing. We talked for like a half hour and it was nice. But the poor boy is sick. He said Avery got him sick. For anyone who may not know, Avery is his nephew. I told him I'd come visit the new job if he still visited me in Sears. And he said he would come in on Friday when I work. =D I don't know why I would ever get nervous about calling him cause he is the most adorable boy to talk to. Ah, I can't get enough of him.

-Kel
 
OH YES... OH YES
01.08.04 (3:24 pm)   [edit]
Where to begin? I'm sure you're all getting tired of hearing me ramble on about my fair Daniel... well too bad! =P I guess I'll start with school today.

I was pretty tired this morning. Then again, if I weren't I might be worried about myself. I walked in with Ash again this morning since her Dad seems to drop her off just as I'm walking in. Got my stuff and did the usual walking around with Kimmy and Tina.

In Intro. we did some more Logs stuff. I actually like it because I understand it. Amazing, I know. We did a group activity today with 3 person groups. She picked them by passing out Uno cards. I worked with Jeff and Alex. Don't mind Alex.. cause that's who I normally work with anyway. But Jeff is a bit on the annoying side. Well, maybe MORE than just a bit.

In Bio we just did some more worksheets. Due to the extreme amount of papers we get in there, Kimmy's binder had a paper explosion! haha. We also debated on the difference between snow cones and snow balls. Neither of which is really shaped like you would think it would be. Kim and Dickerson told me about a certain stain and swab. OH YES, very disturbing. OH YES.

At lunch I was bored. I guess I was just annoyed from yesterday's lunch enough that I didn't feel too much like being there today. Moving on...

It wasn't the normal boring Computer Programming today. We worked in our groups on our Development projects. My group is myself, Barcroft, and Alex. I know I wanted to be with some kids that do well in there so I could do good on this, but it's also helping me to understand this stuff more. This thing is gonna take us a while to finish, but it should look nice once it's done.

Finally we come to the class I have come to like the least: Yearbook. I have gotten so tired of Day its unreal. He just annoys me now. I'm worn out with doing the same layouts and the same stuff everyday. Usually I don't have much I can do so I just sit around and talk to Matt and whoever else may be around. That's the only part of it I enjoy.

During programming today I checked my email and saw that I had gotten an email from the career connections place I am applying to. They want me to call to schedule preemployment interviews/meetings with them. That was the highlight of my day. I've been waiting to hear from them for months.. so YAY! I will be so glad if I can do that next year. Then I'll be working there and Sears. Wow..holding 2 jobs. That's a Kel first.

Perhaps I will call my boy tonight. I can't seem to ever get up enough nerve to just do it. I think about it too much before I do it.. and it's stupid of me. Why do I get nervous talking to someone I get along with so well? Mystery to me.

-Kel
 
Last Saturday of X-mas Break.
01.03.04 (3:07 pm)   [edit]
I woke up this morning and decided I wasn't gonna waste the day sitting around in my PJ's. So I got dressed, watched some TV then left.

I went to the Nextel place in the mall to ask about how to send text messages. Turns out I have to sign up for internet access on my phone to even be able to send texts. It's like 7.50 a month.. I'm not sure if I want to sign up for it or not.

Before I had gotten to the store I heard someone whistle. I didn't pay attention to it cause it could be any randome person. But then I heard my name. I turned around and it was Dan. :) I stopped and talked to him for a bit while Josh was getting a snow blower out of the mall stock room. I found out I work with him tomorrow which is exciting to me. He gave me a hug and then turned to Josh and said "I've missed this girl." And Josh said that he knew. Aw.. makes me warm and fuzzy inside.

So tomorrow should be a good day. Maybe after work we can get something to eat or just hang out for a bit. I just want more than 5 minutes with him like it's been lately.

After I saw him I went up to Hanover to return our movies at Hollywood. Then I came home and washed the car since it had dirt caked on it and it was fairly warm outside. Sure it was warm, but not after your hands are in cold water. Not a smart move on my part.
 
Movies.
01.02.04 (9:05 pm)   [edit]
Tonight Kim, Tina and myself went to see Cheaper By the Dozen. Their son, was the superman guy. Super hot if you ask me. And Ashton Kutcher was in it too. No comment needed for him. :wink: Before hand we exchanged x-mas gifts and Kimmy gave me yarn to crochet with and Burple, the purple loving bear. I guess I should try to improve my crocheting skills so I have something to show for it. Haha.

I was just thinking about something earlier. And since there's really no one around here I can discuss this with, tblog is the next best solution. I've just been thinking about how long it's been since I've last seen Dan. Last time I saw him was last Friday, and I haven't talked to him since. Sometimes I wonder if he'll just be a friend and that's all since I see him so little. Then I just picture him as my friend. I have other people who are my friends at work but do I think about them all day? No. Do I get giddy when I'm with them? Not quite. All I know is the feeling I get around him can't be found unless I'm with him. No one else.

So should I say something to him about it being more? He doesn't seem to put in the effort to ask me about it. I don't know if I should take that as he doesn't want it to be more, or as it's not time for that yet. I'm hoping to get to see him soon. If not I think I'll call him. I keep checking my phone all the time hoping he has called, but he hasn't. I don't know if he's too busy with other things to make time for me, or is he thinking the same things I am about the situation.

That had really no order to it.. and was very random. Yes, that's all I have to say about him for now.
 
Sides of a person.
01.02.04 (7:53 pm)   [edit]
DARING SIDE OF YOU:


Would you ever bungee jump? Probably not


Have you ever bungee jumped? No


Have you ever snuck out at night? No


Have you ever gotten a driving ticket? Not yet


If you had a license plate frame, what would it say? I want a UMD one that says Fear the Turtle


What's the weirdest and most wildest place you have ever had sex (if ur a virgin, just skip this one.) SKIP!


INTERESTING SIDE OF YOU:


Craziest thing you've ever done? Nothing that I can think of.. I'm lacking the crazyness


Stupidest thing you've ever done? Trying to show my old neighbor that I could kick higher than him.. attempting that.. and then falling flat on my butt


Smartest thing you've ever done? Making sure I do well in school despite my hatred for it


Meanest thing you've ever done? In elementary school I kicked some kid really hard in the stomach and then begged him not to tell on me. I don't quite know why I did it.. oh well


Funniest thing you've ever done? Not sure about that one


Most embarassing moment of your life? Hah not sure about this one either


Best moment of your life: Sadly it was getting my job. I was proud of myself for accomplishing that on my own.


FRIENDLY SIDE OF YOU:


You're best friend is...? Kim and Tina


Most clingy friend is...? If I had a clingy friend, well they would have to go. That gets annoying.

Weirdest friend is...? Who isnt weird?


Craziest friend is...? Dan


Most shy friend is...? Jillian


INNER THOUGHTFUL SIDE OF YOU:


First name that pops into your head? Kiera.. its the name of the actress in POTC

Your Sexual Fantasy? Who asks this kind of question anyway?


Are you more emotional or more held back when it comes to your feelings? Held back.. as much as I may want to express to someone what's going on, I seem to keep it to myself.


FEARFUL SIDE OF YOU:


Worst Fear? Heights and falling... Yes that's me, the acrophobic


Are you afraid of heights? YES! I am awful when I am somewhere high up


Worst Nightmare you've ever had? I usually have nightmares of falling. Damn you phobias.


QUESTIONABLE SIDE OF YOU:


Do you dream in color? I don't stop my dream to write down in my handy dandy notebook weather or not its color or not. Sorry buddy.


What are your goals in life? Get a job that I enjoy going to, find love, and have a happy family. I also want to live in Baltimore.. in a nice apartment/condo.


Do you want children later on in life? Yes


If so, how many? 2 or 3


Would you want boys or girls? For some reason I want 3 boys, but if we have 2 I guess I would want one of each.


How many boys, how many girls? Already mentioned


DREAMY SIDE OF YOU:


If you could marry any famous person who would it be? I think Bono is pretty hot....hahaha.


If you could have a one night stand with an actor/actress who would you have it with? I don't want a one night stand with anyone, actor or not.


THE WONDERFUL SIDE OF YOU:


Who do you most look up to and why? I don't really look up to anyone.

What kind of car/truck/suv/etc... do you drive? White mustang GT


Do you speed? Who doesn't?

What's the most smart ass remark you've ever heard from a Police Officer? Haven't had the pleasure of one yet. But if he gives one, he better be ready to recieve one in return.


 
Yet another survey.
01.02.04 (8:22 am)   [edit]
LAST PERSON WHO...
[Slept in your bed] Myself
[Saw you cry] Probably Dad when I smashed my finger in the door
[Made you cry] Parents when they forbid me from seeing a certain person
[Spent the night at your house] Tina or Kim.. it's been a while so I don't remember
[You went to the mall with] Mom
[Yelled at you] Mom
[Sent you an email] Hahah Dictionary.com word of the day cause im a nerd
[Said they were going to kill you] No one

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Said "I love you" and meant it?] Yes
[Been to New York?] No
[Been to Florida?] Yep-- Daytona and Disney World
[California?] No but I want to
[Hawaii?] No
[Mexico?] No
[China?] No
[Canada?] Bo
[Danced naked?] Maybe in the bathroom haha
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day?] No.. but that would be fun
[Stalked someone?] Not technically.. hah j/k
[Had a mud bath?] No
[Wished you were the opposite sex?] Not at all
[Had an imaginary friend?] No
[Math or English?] Math
[What are you going to do after you finish this survey?] Get dressed
[What was the last food you ate?] Biscuits
[Are you bored?] Quite
[How many buddies are on?] 22
[Last noise you heard?] Some British man talking about Justin Timberlake on VH1

THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS...
[Last time you went out of the state] Last week to go to McDonalds in Hanover
[Lucky number?] I'll say 19 since it's my b-day
[Things you like in a girl/guy?] Well me and Tina have come up with the official list of characteristics for my man.. it's too many to name
[Do you have a crush on someone] Yeah, I guess I do
[Do they know?] I hope so by now
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] No
[What do you think of Ouija boards?] Whoever thought of it was on something yet very smart cause look at all the money they've made
 
QUIZZES!
12.19.03 (7:24 pm)   [edit]
you are sienna
#A0522D

Your dominant hues are red and yellow... most of what you do is motivated by your need to change things and have a good time, but you've been known to settle down and think out a situation, too. You tend to surprise people just when they're starting to feel like they've got you down.

Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen.

Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.
the spacefem.com html color quiz


I am the Siren

A man is often secretly oppressed by the role he has to play - by always having to be responsible, in control, and rational. The Siren is the ultimate male fantasy figure because she offers a total release form the limitations of his life. In her presence, which is always heightened and sexually charged, the male feels transported to a realm of pure pleasure. In a world where women are often too timid to project such an image, learn to take control of the male libido by embodying his fantasy.

Symbol: Water. The song of the Siren is liquid and enticing, and the Siren herself is fluid and ungraspable. Like the sea, the Siren lures you with the promise of infinite adventure and pleasure. Forgetting past and future, men follow her far out to sea, where they drown.


What Type of Seducer are You?
created by polite_society



 
Frustrated
12.18.03 (3:49 pm)   [edit]
I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I find myself so overly angry about a lot of things, and I feel that I just need a change in scenery. How I wish I were a Senior and next year was college. I want so bad to be out from under the close guard of parents. It's suffocating. It's like I'm in some little cage. Like I can't be trusted to do the right thing on my own, gotta have my hand held to get things done right. Well I'm sick and tired of it.

Take yesterday for example. I wanted to start going tanning again just basically because I like to. I merely tell my Dad the fact that I'm gonna go after school and go on as usual. I'm rudely woken up around 12ish by my mom who tells me that I need to come home after school because Dad thinks I'm gonna sneak around with Dan. I can't do any damn thing anymore without interrogation. Mine as well get out the big bright light and sit me under it. Go on, make me sweat. Maybe, oh maybe, I'll break under the pressure. Cause of course I can't handle anything.

I don't see what the whole big deal with Dan is anyway. Have I ever kept "bad" company? No. My friends are awesome. Not potheads, they don't fail.. they care about their futures. So why would who I hang around with change all of a sudden. Because I'm naive. Oh of course, forgive me for not realizing my own naiveness. So what if he is a little older than I am? It should be based on character not on numbers. Numbers tell you nothing anyway, nothing other than sequence. Yes, 20 is a bigger number than 16... genius. All I care about is that I am happy around him. With all the pressures of doing well in school, thoughts of college, PARENTS, he seems to be one of the few people who are consistently there for me. Never do I feel upset around him. It's always a fun time. And not "hey lets get drunk" fun. I have a wonderful time just sitting around with him talking. Plain and simple talking. But I can't have that. No, some kind of joy may interfere with my schoolwork and heaven forbid that ever happen. AH, I'm just so fed up with everything.

Not that anyone will read this, or for that matter care about this, but it was nice just to get off my chest.

-Kel :roll:
 
Come steal my survey! (cont.)
12.16.03 (6:49 pm)   [edit]

Favorite


• Food?: Tacos, crabs


• Drink?: Diet Pepsi


• Color?: Blue and Red


• Album?: At the moment... The Blueprint:The Gift more so than The Curse


• Shoes?: My black leather boots that zip up to my knees


• Site?: urbn.com, anyone that I can look for clothes and shoes on


• Dance?: Don't have a particular favorite when it comes to that


• Song?: Right now it's Behind Blue Eyes, but that's always changing


• Vegetable?: Spinach


• Fruit?: Strawberrys


• Berry?: Strawberrys


• What would you change about your looks?: I'd like to be more fit


• School: North Carroll


• Is your school nice?: It's a sad excuse for a school, and I can't wait to get out of it


• Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: Not yet


• Favorite colors: You already asked, goofball


• Where do you see yourself in ten years?: Hm, 10 years.. I'll be 26 going on 27. My hopes would be at a nice secure job. Either married, or close to it.


• What is your biggest fear?: Being alone


• Do you believe in love at first sight?: You can't love until you get to know them. Love comes with time kiddies.


• Favorite basketball team: Terps


• Favorite baseball team: Orioles


• Do you like to go to the mall?: Yes, I love to actually


• Boxers or Briefs?: Boxers


• If you were stuck on an island, who would you wanna be stuck with?: Friends


• Do you want to get married?: Definately


• Do you want to have kids?: Yes


• Favorite cartoon character: Sheen and Carl on Jimmy Neutron


• Favorite TV show: OC, any motorcycle race that I may stumble across


• Are you afraid to die?: Not really


• What's your screen name?: mstngkel912


• Do you live at home?: Yep


• Do you like where you live?: It'll do


• Dream car: Black 69 Fastback Mustang.. I won't give you all any more details than that, I could go on for a while


• If you could change your name, what would it be?: Not sure, but I would want something unique.. something you don't hear too often


• What do you want to be when you grow up?: I'm planning on computer engineering, but a dream job would be to own a record company. I have a major love of music.


• Have you ever been on TV?: Not that I remember, but I could have...


The future


• Where are you going to school next year?: Sadly, still at NCHS


• When do you think you'll die?:Hopefully I'll be nice and old


• Hanson or Marilyn Manson?: I'll pass on both


• Do you like McDonalds or Burger King?: McDonalds


• Do you think long distance relationships work?: If both put in an effort to make it work, than why not


• What is the most messed up thing anyone has done to you?: Nothing comes to mind at the moment, although I'm sure a messed up event has occurred.. on more than one occasion


• Dancing or singing?: Singing


• Weirdest moment?: Starting new classes when you know no one in there


• Do you take bubble baths?: Not recently


• Do you sing in the shower?: No


• Who is the loudest person you know?: Ah so many, so hard to choose


• Who is the most quiet person you know?: Jill probably


• What is your "Happy Place"?: Currently it has been when I'm with Dan


• What is your favorite thing to do when you are not online?: Watch tv, chow down


• Who do you wish wanted to date you?: Dan


• Is this survey a pain in the ass?: Nope, keeping me quite entertained


• Who do you go to for advice on the opposite sex?: Depends on what kind of advice I need


• Best friend?:Kim, Tina.. other close friends, but they qualify as the best friends


• Worst enemy?: None that I'm aware of


Relationships


• Ever been in love?: No


• Are you in love now?: Maybe on my way to it?


• Single?: Yep


• Do you have a secret crush?: It's certainly not a secret


• Does someone have a secret crush on you?: Not currently, atleast no one that I know of


• Gone out with someone and regretted it?: No


• Perfect date: Something like a sporting event on a warm summer night, some star gazing.. ah that'd be nice


The present


• What's on the TV?: Memphis and North Texas football game


• What time is it?: 9.51pm


• Eating anything?: No


• Are you tired?: A little
 
Come steal my survey!
12.16.03 (4:02 pm)   [edit]

• Name: Kelli


• Do you like your name?: Could think of worse ones


• Age: 16 and 10 months


• Do you wish you were older?: Sometimes..


• Height: 5'7"


• Do you wish you were taller?: Nope


• Do you think you're fat?: No


• Do you think you're too skinny?: No


• Birthday: February 19th


• Do you like your birthday?: Yeah, I like having an early b-day


• Eye color: Hazel


• Hair color: Brown


• Do you like the way you look?: Somewhat


Style


• Clothing?: Depends on my mood


• Music?: Ranges from Rock to Rap to Country.. you never know with me


• Makeup?: Don't wear too much, just the essential lip gloss


• Body art?: None.. at the moment


Right now


• Wearing?: Ravens shirt, fleecy pants (aka my PJ's)


• Listening to?: Behind Blue Eyes (Limp Bizkit version)


• Thinking of?: My current love interest


• Feeling?: Not a feeling, but I miss him. I guess the feeling would be alone..


Last thing you..


• Bought?: Food when I went on break Saturday


• Did?: Took a hot bath


• Ate & drank?: Cinnamin Krunchers and Diet Pepsi


• Read?: A Tree Grows in Brooklyn


• Watched on TV?: Room Raiders


Either or


• Club or house party?: House


• Tea or coffee?: Tea


• High achiever or easygoing?: An equal mixture of both


• Beer or cider?: Cider I presume since the other is illegal =P


• Drinks or shots?: Neither


• Cats or dogs?:Dogs


• Single or taken?: Single, but hoping that will change soon


• Pen or pencil?: pen


• Gloves or mittens?: Gloves


• Food or candy?: Food, then candy, then some more food


• Cassette or CD?: CD


• Snuff or cigarettes?: Neither, smoking=bad


• Coke or Pepsi?: Pepsi, preferably diet


• Hard or mild alcohol?: Neither,


• Matches or a lighter?: Lighter


• Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful?: Neither


• Ricky lake or Oprah Winfrey?: Oprah


Who do you want to..


• Kill?: None that I want to mention


• Shag?: Hahah, makes me think of Austin Powers


• Slap?: Can think of a few


• Hear from?: Dan


• Get really wasted with?: No one


• Tickle?: Not much of a tickler


• Look like?: Jessica Alba


• Be like?: Myself


• Avoid?: No one
 
Well he is pretty cute...
12.16.03 (12:38 pm)   [edit]
Yesterday I got out of school early. Normally that is a good thing, but not when you have to go get your wisdom tooth pulled. My appointment was around 3. I actually went back around 3.20 and was done about 20minutes later. The truth is it didn't really hurt at all, except for the needle. But it sure did hurt like a biotch after that novicane wore off. It was like I was in a drunken stooper last night because of my pain medicine. I was very tired and kinda slurred my words together. So mom decided I should stay home from school today.

I got up around 10 and ate some pudding. After watching some TV, me and Mom went out for a little while. Went to the bank to cash my paycheck, got lunch at Popeye's, and went to Pier 1. We got some new candles there, they smell really good.

We drove past the mall on the way home. Of course you can't drive past Sears without the topic of Dan coming up. Apparently Mom thinks he's pretty cute. -shocker- Atleast she didn't say he looked perverted, cause apparently you can "look" that way. I'm gonna tell him she said that, it'll be funny.

Note to any readers, comments are welcome. They have been lacking lately, and I need something to read people!

-Kel
 
Week between visits=Too long
12.14.03 (8:05 pm)   [edit]
Today wasn't too shabby. I woke up around 1:30. Ate some stuff and then I headed over to the G-ma's to iron for her. Once I came back I got ready for work and left.

Started work at 4. A lot of people called out, so I ended up being by myself most of the night. When I got there, I didn't see Dan so I assumed he wasn't working. Kind of saddened me. But then around 5 I hear someone ask if I'm working all night, and I turned around and it was him . :D Ah, I was so happy to finally get to see him again. I hadn't seen him since last Monday. Turns out he was sick, which you could tell cause his voice still sounded funny. I told him his sick voice was hot, just like it was on Tina. :wink:

There was absolutely no one shopping because of the weather, so most of the night I spent sitting around talking to Dan. That's why I like him so much, I have the best time just sitting around talking to him. Mom came in once she got off and brought me food. She said something like "I saw your boy." If you don't want me to like him or see him, why would you call him "my boy." The reasoning behind that escapes me. She didn't have anything bad to say about him, so I guess that's a good sign.

Dan has one of those PDA things, or whatever they're called. I look up and noticed he took a picture of me. So now he has a picture of me with him at all times. Little does he know, I have a picture of him also. -devious look-

Now I won't get to see him again until Saturday. =( He never seems to work when I do. And we both decided that someone is plotting against us at work. Yes that's it, evil plotters!

-Kel
 
Sleepy time
12.12.03 (7:47 pm)   [edit]
It's true, I haven't written in a while. And actually, I'm not gonna write that much right now.
I've been working a lot, but not much with Dan since he always works day shifts. I should work with him tomorrow, so :D
Have to get up early tomorrow to go take the SAT's in Columbia @ HCC. Hopefully that will go well. Writiing that reminds me I should go to bed since I have to get up at like 6. Bye kiddies...
 
Survey
12.07.03 (3:10 pm)   [edit]
Nothing better to do, so I do this. Exciting life I live.

1-name= Kelli
2-age= 16
3-birthday= February 19th
4-eye color= Hazel
5-hair color= Brown
6-height= 5'7
7-skin tone color= White maybe with an olivey tint
8-right handed or left handed= right handed
9-weight= 140
10-any piercings= Both ears, cartilage in left ear.. maybe more to come
11-shy at all?= Depends on who I'm around
12-outgoing at all?= With the amigos
13-fav. song= dont really have one
14-fav. band= So many: Incubus, Godsmack, Dashboard.. and I won't get into the occasional rap I enjoy, haha
15-fav. movie= Ferris Bueller, Psycho, NEEEEMO!, Pirates of the Caribbean
16-fav. movie star= Adam Sandler
17-fav. drink= Diet Pepsi, water
18-fav. food= crabs, pizza, anything dan may make in the future.. ;-D
19-fav. icecream= chocolate with marshmallow swirled in it, MMM
20-fav. color= Blue
21-fav. saying= I notice I say a lot of things are amusing
22-something weird about yourself= What isn't weird?
23-something you hate= Minimum wage
24-something that bugs you about the person who sent this to you= wasn't sent, therefore nothing bugs me about this lovely non-existant person
25-something you like about the person who sent this to you= they let me steal the survey
26-dumbest thing you've ever heard= "Can you throw up your stomach?"
27-stupidest song= Mambo #5... sadly I remember this song too well
28-do you have a crush on anyone= Damn skippy I do
29-if so whom may that person be= Ah, this wonderful boy goes by the name of Dan
30-which is more important personality or looks= both are important, but the personality more so because without it you have nothing
31-what does the person you like look like= Um, I dont know?
32-longest relationship= not applicable to my sad non-dating self
33-what kind of vehicle do you want= Fastback Mustang and and Kawasaki Ninja motorcycle. -vrooom vroom baby ;-)-
34-would you rather be eaten by a dog or by a cow= Dog, that way I don't have to be thrown up like 3 times
35-potatoe or pototo= potato.. what the hell is a pototo?
36-ketchup or mustard= BOTH
37-coke or pepsi= pepsi
38-pudding or icecream= if it's soft ice cream then that wins, otherwise its the pudding
39-gold or silver= Anything but gold, unless its white gold.
40-blue or red= Blue
41-hockey or soccer= Soccer since Dan plays
42-hugging or fondeling= hugging
43-kissing someone new or kissing the same person over and over= Same person over and over
44-hugging or holding hands= both
45-have you ever told a boyfriend or girlfriend you loved them= No
 
Tired different from sleepy?
12.06.03 (4:35 pm)   [edit]
Last night after work I came home and I was really tired, but I could not fall asleep for the life of me. I ended up actually going to sleep around 1 after laying in bed for a long time while listening to Rascal Flatts =P.

I woke up this morning at 5 to go to work. I felt somewhat dizzy and couldnt fall back asleep at all. I got 4 hours of sleep, was exhausted.. but couldn't get back to sleep.

So I went out in the snow this morning to be at work at 645. I was the only one who got there on time, besides managament and AP. But they gave me a walkie talkie since I was by myself in the one end of the store. Woo for important business. haha. I was supposed to get off at 245 but didnt get off till like 4 cause someone can't seem to schedule enough people for one time. Last night it was dead and we had 7 cashiers, today.. busy as hell and no one. Make much sense? Nope, it doesn't.

Once I got out of there, me and Dad went to Popeyes for dinner and to Lowes.

And now I'm sitting here. Semi-bored. Kind of missing him... but oh well. I really have a good feeling about me and Dan. He's something different, something special if you will.

Since I got on the topic of him I must say something. In the 10 minutes I saw him yesterday we were talking about his brother. That's why he isn't working all weekend, because he is taking care of him. Apparently he had some surgery on his hand and he's helping him and watching his son. I called him nurse Dan. :wink: And Dan likes to cook. So I told him if I ever get sick or anything he can take care of me and cook me yummy foods and he said he would. =D Aw, so cute. When we were on the phone the other day I said that I can't cook anything. But then I said if I had him around, I wouldn't need too. He agreed and said that he can cook and I can sit around and look pretty. <3>
-Kel